Nbility's Blog

I ate with somebody who is sociable last night.His job need him go many cities.So he is sociable.He is drinkable.You know you become talkative after you drink too much.He also.But he is very clever.He talked the happy thing.He make you happy.Maybe is not to you.But is happy.Very happy.Maybe we can call  this the one of sociability.

You are you.You are yourself.Everyone has self.But not everyone is self.How to be yourself.Let me tell you.Eating what you want to eat .Saying what you want to say.Dressing what you want to wear.living where you want to live.Buying what you want to buy.Using what you want to use.Don’t take care others doing.Just be yourself.

As a girl.You need swim well.As a girl.You need sing well.As a girl.You need dress well.As a girl.You need talk well.As a girl.You need dance well.As a girl.You need study well.But what should i do if i can’t do any well.Well…..That’s a tragedy.You maybe don’t have good friend.You maybe don’t want go out home.But that’s not right.As a girl.You only need to be yourself.Do what you want to do.Say what you want to say.Forget others.As a girl you have right.

I wash.I clean.I cook.I write.That’s what i need do in weekend.I feel busy but happy.I watch some programs after finish that.The program’s name is “The People’s Republic of Capitalism”.That make me a little sad for Chinese farmer.They work hard but get little.And sad for Chinese workers.They work hard but get little salary.That’s not unfair.But it’s life.It can be said”cycle of social”.I cann’t do nothing.I am one of workers.I am busy today.But i have eating things.That’s enough.

Yes, I do!I always think about that.I stand in front of my lover with the beautiful white wedding dress.Yes,I do.I said loudly.But truth is not real.I don’t have my wedding dress.Maybe I should say yes to the man who said would you marry me.Yes is very simple.You can say many yes in your life.Why don’t you say yes in most of things.That will make you happy.Say Yes is easy.Don’t mind say yes.

AYA is a Host.She is from Taiwan.I like her.She is diligent.She is real.I remember she said”always clean your heart like clean your house”.I like this sentence.You maybe clean your house once a week.But you don’t clean your heart.Maybe ten years a time.Maybe never.You feel unhappy.You feel lost.You feel unluck.Why not clean you heart when you think about this?Your heart is dirty.You just clean it not complain.

I don’t want to say that  i’m so poor.So i cann’t talk about fashion.Every girls wear beautiful.They can always buy new clothes.They always talk about the new clothes.I don’t know what to say.You know i only can think.I don’t have much money to buy.I need to say i want.I need new clothes.I want to wear beautiful.But you only can wear past-fashion clothes maybe one year maybe two years.So how can you talk about fashion.I feel sad.My favourite friend has a new friend now.Her new friend is rich.She can buy expensive clothes.And many.She can talk with her.I feel lost.I am a girl.I want and need fashion.But i can’t.I can’t do nothing just be myself.Maybe i will be a fashion girl in future.

We quarrelled this morning.He is irritable.But i know he is a kind man.I am afriad of him ai first.But now i know him.I know how to make the relationship well.He was shouting when i use PC.Yes,i made a mistake but is not enough to shout.So i am angry.But i know whom he is.So i ignored him.He came and talked to me after the pc is ok.I told him my feeling.He knew and apologized to me.We feel more near.Maybe sometime quarrel is good to relationship.